Happy happy birthday dearest Ah Kong!
You rock! Really, I have such a cute,
petite and young grandad like you.
And yes, you beat the rest of the
grandads in the world handsdown coz
you're MY grandad!
I still have to say my grandad does
not have a single strand of white hair
at the age of 84.
Hah, BEAT THAT.

I love you Ah Kong,
may the lord always bless you
with abundance of love, wealth,
health and peace.
Be happy always!
Coz you know I care! =)))


Work load was heavy today.
Oh my, I almost died.
I came into the office to only
find out that only Daniel and me existed
in the editorial section.
LOL.
It was almost that we're mistakenly hardworking.
We just had to be there okay?

May's enjoying her holidays, must be
post birthday celebrations or something.
Arianne didn't turn up, maybe she's
working from home.
Vikki came in for like an hour plus
before she left for her exams.
It was too quiet and the radio ain't working.
:/ I had to listen to the music on my handpone. =)

I just wanna say Dorcia is such a sweetie.
She is.
She's grown up to be such a wonderful,
sweet and caring girl.
Ken is SO LUCKY to have a girlfriend
like her, he better treat her nice,
or I'll do something drastic!
Haha, I'm evil.
Nah, actually I don't have to worry
about them, they're like the most
loving and sweet couple I've seen
in quite a long time.
Love ya babes!

During lunchtime,
I had a HUGE argument with Jac,
ONCE AGAIN.
It's like a routine,
our everyday meals to just see each
other crumble, sadistic I know,
but true.
Pretty sickening.
Can't help it, we're always at each other's nerves.
Like she has such a face that ought to be scolded.
Like I have such a tone of voice that needs to be
irritated.
I HATE it, really.
I honestly can't take it anymore.
Sometimes I wonder, what are we even doing
together with each other still.

She blogged that I no longer care and love
her as much. I can't do anything,
she can't trust me.
Everything's broken, what's the point of
holding on?
It's only gonna make the both of us suffer.
Yet, on the contrary, she doesn't understand.
Why does she still want me?
Why does she still wanna settle down with me?
Why does she wanna marry me?

She plans the future and prays hard everyday
that we'll pull through everything and eventually
end up living happily ever after.

I wish I could plan the future as much as
she does now.
But something holds me back.
Our quarrels, each and everyday proves
to me that happy endings only exist in
fairytales.
How much I yearn to love and be loved.
How much I yearn to spend my life with my partner.
How much I yearn to be understood.

But it all comes back to history rewind.

Once upon that December.

- Alot of times,
I keep silent,
pretending I don't care.
But you'd never know,
how much this heart still burns
for you and how much you mean to me.
Like the wind that passes, you soon
become invisible.
Bring me back to my wonderland with you. (

* Heart don't fail me now, courage don't desert me.