I seriously feel that I need to blog now.
Alot of things running through my mind and happening.
For example, yesterday was Jac and my anniversary.
10 months together to be exact.
But somehow the anniversary didn't work.
It was like all the usual anniversaries.
All so down, so wasted, so forgotten and so upsetting.
All so true.
To me, I find no point in wanting to be in such a
happy mood and trying to shove everything aside,
when you know there's a MAJOR problem.
It's so sickening.
She doesn't feel happy with me anymore,
she doesn't love me and she compares me to her ex?
Oh please, give ma break.
I don't need such pity or insults from her,
that's as much as I've had from her.
Let this relationship be,
it's pointless to salvage.
Even if I did try, what's the point?
She keeps expecting more and I can't give already.
Today, my parents got into a major quarrel with
my grandad!
Oh come on, give the old man a break.
How much can he take?
Stop throwing ur weight around and be so boastful.
Shouting here and there,
there's really no RESPECT and I hate it.
You peeps expect us to respect you when you
don't even respect your parents.
Mummy, don't try to act pitiful.
It's sick, I've seen through your evil mind,
you should just admit that you're wrong and apologise.
Daddy, I'm disappointed in you, I don't know what overcame
you, but I hope it was just a fit of anger,
coz I don't believe that you're unreasonable and too much.
Do apologise, you have to.
Coz this time, it's too much for an old man to take.
Sorry Ah Kong, I didn't know they'd hurt you
like this, but no worries.
I'll always be loving you =)
I've been having such a bad day and Jac wants to make
it worse for me all the time.
To her, i"m just a nobody.
She should just be thankful that I'm staying
by her and loving her.
I bet no one else can do that.
But if she insists that there are better girls out there,
then by all means.
I give up.
- To you, I cry.
To you, I seek your comfort,
but most of all I miss your presence. (
* I've bled too much, it's time to heal the wound.