pollutant_91: so im just thinking.
J L: don't have to rub it in
pollutant_91: it probably wont be like that.
J L: okay then , go ahead and continue to think
pollutant_91: i thought i wont leave no matter what.
J L: that's my perspective of the r/s
pollutant_91: but then again u are too much to take.

pollutant_91: for the past 10 months its been hell
pollutant_91: not for u, coz u love to torture me
pollutant_91: but for me.

pollutant_91: anyway about yesterday, u asked if i will stayed w u no matter what.
pollutant_91: i would like to change my ans to no
pollutant_91: i was blinded by happiness, i should have taken a look around,
this rs is not what it seems

pollutant_91: if u are so sweet etc, of coz i wont leave
pollutant_91: but u are a m onster in the morning when im still so sleepy

pollutant_91: if u dont wanna tok then might as well dont tok for the rest of ur life or sth
pollutant_91: i hate it when people leave me hanging

pollutant_91: whatever
J L: okay...
pollutant_91: see nothing to tok
pollutant_91: not even sorry
J L: sorry for what now?
pollutant_91: SHAKES head
J L: and you think you're in the right?
pollutant_91: causing so much pain in my life

pollutant_91: u know what, maybe we should thinking if we should continue.
pollutant_91: i do things for ur own good
pollutant_91: yet it goes unappreciated

pollutant_91: yes i would like to rethink this r/s
J L: okay
J L: sure
J L: why not?
J L: you go and re-think about it
J L: then we see how yar
pollutant_91: okay
pollutant_91: most likely is not cont

pollutant_91: u nv wanted to cont
pollutant_91: u nv had a mind of ur own
pollutant_91: u nv wanted to save it

pollutant_91: i get it.
J L: have a mind of my own
J L: but if i listened to my mind
J L: i'd be long gone
pollutant_91: me too.
pollutant_91: anyway,
pollutant_91: i get ur ans.
pollutant_91: take care.

This is my gf's proposal for a break-up.
This is how much it hurts.
I have nothing else to say.

* I'm going, gone.