I dislike expressing myself
too much.
I end up being a walking
emotional wreck.

Suddenly, I just feel so lonely,
like everything just falls on me
and I have to lift this weight
all by myself.
I'm caught so unprepared.

I daze alot today,
like my mind went blank
and all i could do was just stare
and embrace loneliness.
I couldn't see where all these was
leading me to.

I could have easily zonked out
and get back to reality,
but when silence sets in,
I begin to love the darkness.
The solidarity.
The one girl show.

I have no idea what I'm talking about,
but I just want to introduce to you,
my new found friend.
Lonely me. =)

I wanna have kids, NOW!
Oh my,
I'm dying.

- Help me,
I can only depend on you,
no else makes me feel the way you do.
Comfort me, love me, hug me.
I just wanna lie in your embrace.
I want no one else but you.
I miss you so much.
Come back to me now. (

* I'll stand here and wait for your return.