i look back at the times that u told me to,#
i did,
what u did for me, was maybe alot.
but the pain you put me through is too,
alot.
even when i need you the most, you choose not to answer my calls.
hang up me even u know i can't take it.

all i just want is a gf who will be there for me no matter what happens.
i know u sure cant ans my calls if you go novena,
so i asked you to stay.
coz i really need you,
at least to talk on the phone.

the thing is that i dont like you to go novena, because
i really want to spend time with you.
you rally dont know what distances can do to people.
but yet you choose, to spend less time with me.
and avoid my calls or msgs.
u like to leave me hanging.

i hate myself for hanging here,
like waiting for a miracle to happen.
or at least wait for one.
but i feel so tired of waiting.
i feel so tired to see that u are the one.
i feel so tired to know that u will hurt me over and over again.
nothing you do proves to me that u aint the one.

each day u make me cry.
each day u make me angry
each day u dont make the distances seem to work
each day i just feel tired of everything.
each day im just letting go.

u always prove me right.
u always prove to me u will do things that i dont like,
or even make me feel so insecure.

where was the promises that i will never leave.
u always did leave in the end.
u always did.
u hang up the phone on me.
u always dont listen to what i have to say.
u always ignore my calls.
u always hurt me.

i dont need your prayers,
i dont need anything from you anymore.
i expected alot,
and yet im getting none.

im vey tired.
just let me fall.
i just very tired of crying,
im just very tired of trying to get you.
u are someone so hard to get.

im just very tired.
take care.
i said my piece.
maybe its time to let go.