Sunday has been fine so far.
Mass was good.

Lunch was good and
I placed bets for 2 soccer matches.
Wahahaha.
HopefullyI get to earn some bucks.
Even if I lost, it doesn't matter.
It's just for the fun of it yea? =p

Belle has totally been shaven.
LOL.
Skinny lil woman.
And my precious dawn has finally
turned into a woman.
She got her menses today.
Guess she was pretty traumatised.
Coz she was so blur,
didn't know what was happening.
Bleahz.

Dad and mum bought grandad's birthday pressie.
I wrapped it.
Lol.
At least I did something okay?
They also bought for Dawn,
3 lil mini bobdog panties.
I feel like it's so human.
I had to put the pantyliner
on her panty for her.
So cute can?
Like baby.
Oh, I have motherly instincts.

I'm actually pretty much tired these days.
All the late nights are draining me,
what's worse quarrels and misunderstandings.
super shitty!
Relationships are so torturous,
they suck you dry.
Am upset as well too,
coz I finally know I can never
be that good gf for Jac.
Coz Jac has already found someone
who fits the bill better than me.
It's her ex-gf.
I have to admit, she beats me handsdown
in everything, I don't feel inferior,
just feel so wrongly accused.
Oh well, it doesn't matter.

I'm already trying my best to do
what I can for this long distance r/s.
Alot of people say long distance r/s
cannot last.
Are we suppose to fall in that category too?
Can't we be exceptional?
Aiya, never mind.
Just take a step at a time.
No use planning and all,
expectations are killers.
I ain't gonna be that dumb anymore.

Sharks!
My stomach hurts like mad now.
Got to go,
should be sleeping soon.
I'm exhausted.

- I wish you were here to hug me to sleep.
Your touch, your love and your smell.
How long can I take you without my side?
Tell me if you miss me,
coz I miss you very much. (

* Wrap me in your arms and sing me a lullaby.