I woke up early for work again today.
But I received msgs from jac saying that
she couldn't take it and not to leave her hanging.

I wasn't. I just needed to cool off.
I had so much going on and all these shit
is happening.
I really wanna tell you I'm sorry.
I really wanna make things better.
But I just feel that I'm not good enough.
Sigh.

I called her back,
told her and explained to her.
She seems alot better,
but I know she's hurt emotionally.
Sorry.

I was damn early for work again,
which was good.
While talking to her on the phone,
I bumped into my cousin and uncle.
LOL. MY uncle was like saying,
don't talk so much, later handphone no
battery. So cute can?

I did alot of work today.
Wah!
Faints, I was suppose to have lunch with
my aunty, but she was busy,
so I lunched alone.
The seafood tomyam at her place really very
nice to eat! I ate apple too.

Then I went back to work.
Couldn;t finish man coz we had
like a meeting nearing knock off time.
So sad.
They delegated work and all.
Oh my! Got so much to do!
I wanna die already.

But must jiayou!
I can do it.

Well, at least work is occupying me
and I'm loving it.

Thankful for this job.

Anyway, hopefully things work out right,
like Jac said she's given up hope
on us due to distance.
As for me, I don't wanna think so
much already.
Take things step at time then.

* It'll never be the same again, you said it.