Mum and dad just left me at home.

Dad said I took too long to bathe
and that I had no heart to go Novena.

Then he got so pissed off and just left with my mum.
Here I am, staying at home.
I feel so lonely and I'm crying
non-stop.

How I wish you were here.
you would know what to do,
you would comfort me,
I would stop crying and put a smile
on my face.
You would hug me and tell me everything's
fine and that you're here.

I realise that you're my pillar
and that I seriously cannot do
without you.

Sigh, my heart's breaking.
I'm too paralysed to move,
just like how you'd help me
when I was in the hospital.
How you'd always stay by my side,
no matter day or night.
There was nothing to be afraid of when
you were around.

I really need you,
please hear my cries.

* Tears of blood, death is descending.