I feel SUPER LOUSY now.

Sigh.

The feeling's so rotten,
it really sucks.

I feel so hurt,
my heart's so pain.

I seem to not be living anymore,
like literally, only my body's functioning,
my soul just depends on my body,
like a respirator.

My soul is dead.

Please, help me, someone.

I can't seem to breathe anymore.

Lord, please bless Charmaine's mum.
Don't take her mum away from her.
This I pray.
Have mercy on them.

If I could have one solution now,
I just wanna end everything.

I cannot take it anymore.
It's all bottled up and I feel
so so TIRED.

=(

* Soul's dead, heart still beats for you, just let me die.