I know that there's alot of things running
through your mind at this point of time,
you must be wondering, if I would ever leave
you again, just like how I did in the past.

I know too much has been going on
in your life and my sudden appearance
leaves you stranded, surprised and yet
still coming to terms with my presence once
again.

It has been tough on you,
holding onto everything and
taking responsibilites for every
single event.

I'm sorry to have left you all alone,
to have left you in the lurch,
for suddenly coming back to you,
for putting you in a spot.
I know you know what I'm talking about.

After all the events,
I finally know that I still miss you very much,
I still love you just as much,
being with you makes me so carefree,
I've always relied on you
and you've never failed to always
guide me and be there for me.
thank you so much baby.

I'm so glad I still have you.
I'm not gonna let you slip by me again,
I've said it.

I will not let you be the victim of an unfinished business,
I'll settle my stuffs with jac first before saying anything
to you or even attempt to make you commit to anything.
This is the only fair thing and the least I can do
for you now.

I won't leave again.
I will stay by your side.
I will.

* you are and will always be my number 1.