It's NUH day again.
I decided to take the entire day off,
coz I really wanted and NEEDED to rest,
but then it was the GREAT JAC's assessment
day, therefore I had to wake up and talk to her.

Initially, I don't know what got into me,
I decided to be a sweet gf to give her a
surprise, that I was gonna be home all day
and give her the fullest attention.

To my dismay, she completely rejected it,
reacting in such a pissed off manner
that I was taken aback and upset as well.
It completely backfired and I was
SO ANNOYED with her.
She kept saying that it was more of
a SHOCK and that she HATES surprises,
so I told her off and said, next time,
I swear I won't EVER give you anymore surprises.
(I'm sorry, I know catholics can't swear)
But seriously, no more such things for her.
A complete idiot who does not appreciate.
Why the HELL should I be so loving towards her?

Day by day, my feelings for her FADE like mad,
it's a WHOLE lOAD of percentage from the 200%
that was initially buried.
She's done too much damage,
I can never forgive her for that.

If she has an assessment today,
she should jolly well revise and study,
rather than put so much attention on me
and then push the blame to me,
saying that I'm nothing but trouble.
Heck her man, she's such an ass.
At the rate that she's going,
I doubt she can do well,
(not cursing)
coz she does not even take it seriously,
just a waste of her family's money.
Oh well, I don't care anyway,
I've already had a fair share of curses
and scoldings from her family members,
so I don't bother anymore.

Off to Nuh, met mum at the queue
for the shuttle bus at Dover.
Haha, she came all the way to
the back just to be with me.
Such a sweetie, (at times) LOL.

Had to wait quite long although
we were there early,
around 5 mins?
Haha.
When I went in,
I saw three ladies.
Dr Shek (mum claims her MRS shRek.) LOL.
Dr Anita and Dr Ang.
My check-up was a fast one,
coz I was okay, I didn't have much problems.
BUT I still have to be on ASPIRINS.
How irritating can that be?
Anyway, I don't take them anymore.
Haha, I really don't want to.
It reminds me of Jac's 7 slaps,
I still can't believe she hit me.
Sigh.
What kind of love was that?
CRAP!

Then off we went to the Food enclave,
the canteen that has my favourite,
tom yam seafood soup with fish roe!
Unfortunately, there wasn't any fish roe today.
-grumbles-
Poor mum, only drank a glass of kopi-o,
that costs only 40 cents! Cheap cheap!

We wanted to go to sembawang,
to help my Ah kong get the
sayang sayang cd.
But we were too tired,
plus Jac DEMANDED that I reached home by 6pm.
She's one CRAZY nut.
Damn possessive and bloody manipulating.
At times like this, I really wished she never
came back into my life.

Packed food back for my sis.
Mum got her pontian wanton mee
and I got some kuehs for myself.
Had a lil misunderstanding with the kueh aunty,
coz she thought my mum wanted that pack of cake,
so she included it in and my mum was shocked at the price,
when she double checked, she found that pack of cake
in the plastic bag and she denied wanting that pack,
as you know, my mum can be quite rowdy,
therefore I shut her up by asking her to
let me handle it and in the midst of that,
this old lady kept asking me,
what is this kueh?
Is it tapioca?
How much is it?
So funny, I doubt I look like the kueh seller. LOL.

Home.
Listened to my derrick cd,
OH, I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.
I've been supporting him but I missed the
autograph sessions.
DAMN.
Ate my kuehs, watched tv with my parents,
they're now showing 'ten brothers' on channel 8.
So cute, I love that show, but this is the serial one.
So it should be nicer.
10 kids bestowed to a couple,
all with special powers.
How cool can that get?
YEAH, really cool! HAHA.
I also want! =p

Was talking to Jacky online,
hopefully you're better.
cheer up, life goes on
and remember I'm always here.
Huggies. =))

Uncle chew gave me $200,
honestly I shouldn't be accepting
the money, but it's like a token of appreciation
for trying to tame Jac and make her study.
I really don't need the money or want it
for a matter of fact.
I intend to put it aside and return it to them
when I see them again or something.
Coz I don't wanna owe them anything and not
let them have the mindset that I'm doing it
for money.
I'm doing it out of my own free will,
coz I care about Jac.
That's all.

Jac missed her 2nd assessment,
coz she said that she didn't wanna go in
if I wasn't home yet.
She's full of SHIT.
Really, i'm very pissed off with her.
Don't even know how to prioritise.
Childish.
Now she has to wait,
good for her then.
I'm not gonna pity her.

From now on,
her studies is her business,
I don't wanna care so much if she doesn't bother.
No point.

- When I stepped into NUH again,
my heart started beating fast again,
I remember every single minute
spent with you in the hospital for the
entire week.
From your company,
to your sleepovers,
to your comfort,
to your smile,
to your dedication towards me
and most importantly,
to your undying love.
You never left no matter what,
you were there when I always needed you.
You were my pillar,
my embrace
and my love.
I miss you every single day,
if I could,
I would really wanna go back to the times,
when I couldn't move and I had you by
my side, that was all that mattered.
Loving you still.

* I know who my true love is, you. (dong gua) =)