I need a reality check.

I need a job SOON.

I can't stand the fact that
I have nothing to do everyday,
makes me such a lazy bum
AND very much a workaholic as well.
Haha.

Times spent with baby was great.
I enjoyed all the moments that
I simple missed out during those
10 months.
Sometimes I wonder,
what would it be like if I never
left baby at that point of time?
I might never know the importance
of him in my life.
=)

Sph is giving out scholarships
for journalism!
Haha, I wanna give it a try.
Hopefully, I might be given a chance to
gain that.
It'll be one of the happiest moments
in my life.
Besides acting, that's what I've always
been wanting to do.
9-5 jobs just don't suit me.
Haha.
Informed red one, the next would
to inform the rest of the Libidos.
=)

Speaking of heartless,
I was right to have termed Jac heartless.
Till now, I'm still fuming mad about
her ever so digusted words of
saying that I'm one cheap bitch.
I don't even understand why she
ended up so abusive and explosive.
This will be the very first and last
time I will end up physically abused
by a girl.
Not worth the effort, love and care given.
Hopefully, she does not find other victims
and harm them.
- shakes head -

* Baby, thank you very much for your love =))