I really cannot take it any longer.

The loneliness,

the pain,

the thoughts

and the love.

Jac suspects me and accuses me
every single day.

On my end, I try my very best to be
a very good gf, but I can't seem to do it anymore.
My heart's no longer with her.
Her attitude and approach towards
this relationship is going nowhere,
it makes me drift further.
I can't do it anymore.

Am I with her out of obligation?
Am I with her coz I love her?
I used to be very certain I love her,
I can't say the same for now.

She said she misses the old times
that we were together,
I can't even remember any happy
memories between us.
Sad isn't it?
I guess our love will never go far
because this is our fate.

It's time to learn how to let go,
I'm slowly letting go,
no point holding onto a relationship
that holds no trust.

I can be alone,
I can be single,
moreover I need the time to think
it over.
Until I'm ready to love once again.

I'm hoping that person will be you,
coz at the end of the day,
my heart still beats for you.

I miss you,
do you hear me?

* Tell me you'd love me forever.