Help me.

I'm unfaithful in the mind and heart.

What should I do?

I can't get you out of my mind.
I think about you everyday.
I'm so tempted to call you
and hear your voice,
I miss you terribly.

I wanna see you and just
let me hug you once more.
Don't say a word,
I just wanna feel you again.

Sigh.

I'm sorry Jac, I can never be the
same old Ja you want me to be.

I've grown from the time you used
your bare hands to hit me.
The one person I thought who was my
very one,
gave me the worst nightmare of my life.
Our relationship stopped ever since
that day.

I just needed your company,
I couldn't let you go,
coz I didn't feel justified,
now that we're here,
we've lost it.
you and I both know it.

Sad to say all that's left,
is our image of us in the past.
and maybe that little bit of love left.

I'm here for you and with you,
don't let it go.
I still care and love yer I suppose.
Treasure us,
if not I'll walk away and this time,
I told you before I'll never return.

I hope I can erase C's place in my heart.
But for now,
I'm sorry I can't.

* Let me smile for you again. I love you.