I wonder at times,
if going to work with such
a heavy heart is the way to go?

But then of course, there are
the people who make your working life
more worthwhile.

Maureen.
Jane.
Ah Nai.
Bangs. =)

Was so so tired in the office today.
Hit 60 calls,
but only cross sell 8.
I'm about to go to the gallows,
if I continue at this rate.

I'm broke officially.
haha.

Stayed in the office with Maureen till
9.15p.m.
Had dinner with Allen and Dexter in the pantry
till like 8.30p.m.
Haha.
We had such a long talk and had great laughs.
It was quite relaxing,
but when we went back to make a few calls,
I just felt so stressed.
I'm not doing well compared to Jane and Maureen,
I need more hard work man.

Was travelling home in the MRT alone.
Tired.
I stood up and slept.
Lol.
In the bus, I slept too.
Gosh, how tired can I be?

Home.
Showered.
Waited for at least a call or msg
from him, but there wasn't any.
Oh well, what am I hoping for?

Jon is scary,
I feel he's kinda psychic.
He seems to know quite alot.
He said I cried and that I was tired and all.
Worse, he said I'm upset over some stuffs.
I was dumbfounded.
How the hell did he know all these?
I denied of course, all though it was
all true.
(Jon is my ex-colleague)

Sometimes in life,
I try to be positive in my outlook
and also stay optimistic,
but obstacles doesn't permit that.
So when I fall, who do I lean on?
You?
You there?
You here?
or You?

- You don't know how worried I am for you.
- you don't know how much I care,
- You don't know a single thing,
- you don't know how my heart is shattering,
- bit by bit.
- You wanna know something?
- I'm already collapsing inside,
- the reason why I'm standing strong
- is because I wanna be there when ya holler.
- But do you feel the same?

* Love isn't always fair. Where's my share of love?