FRIDAY

Started off with coming to work,
still with a sick feeling.
Yes, I was coughing and slight feverish,
but no more giddy spells or feeling nauseous.

It was nice having colleagues who care
and asks about your health and how you're feeling,
but Daisy just had to spoil it all,
by coming over and saying,
" So Jac, how are you feeling now, better? "
Then I told her,
" Feeling slightly better, alemak, but with the numbers
to hit, of course I sick ar, like wanna die cannot die like that,
peng san! "
She replied,
" Haha, well at least you're not dead yet,
CONGRATULATIONS to you, you're still alive. "
I rebutted by saying,
" Haha, of course ar, I won't die that easily okay?
I'm very strong and I can survive OKAY? "
Hilarious, our conversations always end up with
sarcasms. -shrugs

Continued with my May leads,
extracting, calling, closing, cross selling.
Tiring you know.
Chris was nice enough to cmsg and check if I was alrite. =)

Lunch with Ah Nai, Bangs and Yvonne.
Thr four of us, funny man.
The day when I was sick, it was Maureen and them.
Now it was my turn. LOL.
We had MOS Burger for lunch.
I wasn't having much appetite.
so I just had fries, apple soda and corn soup.
( Corn soup reminds me so much of Jac, oh gosh. )
We were talking and crapping about our lives,
being the eldest of the fmaily and all.
Haha, it was just great having such conversations
at times when you really feel down.

They accompanied me to collect my contact lenses,
after which I had to get my heels done,
that cost me 7 BUCKS! Oh gosh.
We were shopping round and when we were about to
head back to the office, we realised that it was raining.
Raining like CATS AND DOGS. My gosh, I was like, "oh gosh"
Why is the rain so heavy? Then I thought to myself,
many people were hurting today, that's why the angels
are crying non-stop for the broken-hearted people out
there. The angels tears made me felt better, but all I
was reminded of was J. Sighs.

We borrowed umbrellas from Hang Ten.
As we walked back to the office,
I felt a pain in my chest, but
I was alrite after that, must be too much
of strain on the heart. Damn.

Maureen came to work even though she was sick
at around 3plus. Stupid woman.
You're suppose to be staying home and rest,
not thinking of numbers and making yourself
sick. Peng san.
She was running a high fever, therefore I accompanied
her to her friend's uncle's clinic nearby.
She was suffering from Gastric Flu as diagnosed.
Poor girl, lucky I was there with her to hear
the doctor's instructions on the medications,
coz apparently this girl wasn't even listening to
what the doctor was saying. Gee. Do everyone whom
I accompany to the doctor, not listen to what the doc
says? I think I can be a full time mum now, just
like what DD said. By the way, he accompanied us to
the doc's as well.

I left work like 7plus,
coz I had to clear up so many stuffs.
Didn't hit my call rates and I was dead.
Met up with Triplet, Darlz and Husband at
Newton Hawker Centre at 8plus I guess.
Sorry peeps, didn't mean to make you peeps wait. =)

We had a WHOLE LOAD of stuffs to eat.
2 Huge Chilli Crabs.
A plate of La-La.
2 plates of Man-Tous (10 on each plate)
4 HUGE Tiger Prawns.
I almost died there.
Appetite wasn't that good, so I ate minimally.
Stomach was rumbling like mad, pain was all I felt.
But it sort of eased off when I had my Lychee drink.LOL.

Jeremy had thoughts of pang-seh-ing us and
not go clubbing, seriously I almost screwed him alive.
LOL. Dinner was over and cathy happily packed the crabs
home for supper. =)
She couldn't join us coz of her work commitments.DAMN.
So she cabbed home, gee, why am I always left with
the 2 guys? Hehe, not that they're bad or anything,
they're a whole load of fun, but what would you think,
if you saw 2 guys and a girl? Hmm... LOL.
We saw these 2 really hot chicks when we left the hawker
centre and headed for the station.
These 2 hot chicks were jogging and boy, I almost died,
Damn nice and hot figure, not to mention the boobs
were bouncing off! =)
Poor mel, should have ran after them and got their numbers.
My husband's just too faithful. Haha.

Headed down to Kovan and accompanied
THIS JEREMY home just to get him changed up and all,
so he wouldn't pang seh us and go clubbing.
During the time while he was home changing up and all,
Husband and I took a lil stroll to the playground
nearby and sat down.
We were listening to music from our phones and
talking about love and life.
How could SHE be so cruel to my husband?
How could SHE doubt his love for her?
Doesn't SHE know that for these 3 freaking years,
his heart only TRULY beats for her?
SHE doesn't know how much my husband loves her.
I can't believe the amount of love he has for her.
The way he talked about her, I knew.
The pain he felt as I looked into his eyes,
was simply brutal.
He hid his pain, tears and all so well.
My heart goes out to him, how can fate be
so cruel towards such a wonderful guy like him?
-shakes head-
I thought about myself too.
Fate was equally cruel to me,
I once had HIM, but I lost HIM to memories.
I was fighting a battle, a really tough one.
I'm not fighting against a person,
I was fighting against memories.
9 solid years of HIS past memories,
how could I win?
I wished I could.
I litrally lost after 12days of our relationship.
My love for him wasn't strong enough, as he thought.
I just couldn't carry on, I had to leave,
coz HE was already pointing towards the EXIT sign.
He made a clear stand that HE would be happier if were
just friends, then I thought maybe he didn't even
loved me before. It was so easy for HIM to just take
memories with me and throw it in the bin without
hesitation. Don't wanna elaborate no more.
Life and Love were just working hand in hand
to make lives miserable for husband and me.

Jeremy was finally done and we cabbed down to ZOUK.
Haha, it was the first time I was there,
so was theirs. We didn't know where to go and all.
Such a mountain tortoise. LOL.
Was calling Maureen countless times,
but no response. Alemak.
So Mel, Jer and I just went into
Zouk and danced. House music. Nah, just not for me.
Off to Phuture and I was squeezed like a live ham! =)

I saw Gen Xian upon arrival.
What fate?
Is this fate? Haha, don't play a joke on
me anymore coz I don't wanna believe in such
fairytale no more.

Maureen finally arrived with Wen Hu and Dj Jabroni=)
Dj Jabroni's name was Jeremy too.
So it was so weird introducing them to each other.
Did I mention, they look DAMN alike?
Both were small in size, nice sharp features
and both were english oriented? Hmm... The resemblance
just makes me so excited. Haha.

We went in Phuture together and all.
Gosh, there was this bloddy scuffle.
Some guy was drunk and all hell broke loose.
Oh come on, stop this child games and just have fun.
You wanna get into a fight? Go somewhere else and
don't spoil people's mood.
I was frightened though, coz I hate fights.
Bad experience witnessing one incident.
I was grabbing Mel's shirt like a lil girl who's lost
and I was leaning against him so tight, I almost cried.
Lucky he was there to protect me, I was in his embrace,
I must admit, I felt safe. Was worried about Jeremy too,
coz he was so small, was afraid he might get hurt.
But luckily Bouncers were around to stop all these nuisance.

We were dancing, but we had limited space.
Mel rocked the house, when he moved, my gosh,
I was like HOT! HOT! HOT!.
THe way his perspiration trickles down
to his chest, oh WALAAA!
My husband's such a turn-on! LOL.
jer sawed with his smooth moves but no
girl noticed. Damn.
The music was good at Phuture. Love it.
My type, my kind and I could really let loose.
I rubbed and buah with so many people.
Had the attention I thought I'd never get.
It was great, really! =)

There were 2 caucasian guys and a chinese guy who was hitting
on me. Haha, but I didn't get nay numbers. DAMN.
mel even told me that there was this guy who was checking me
out while I was dancing. Oh please, keep your eyes to yourself.
Not interested! Hah! =p
I'm such a bitch.

WE clubbed till Phuture closed.
Wanted to go slack and not head home yet.
So we decided to cab down to Cineleisure.
Went to the E-Games section at the 9th floor
and used the computer there for an hour.
Jeremy was sleeping coz he REALLY needed it.
Mel and I were just checking people's profiles out,
Mel's was Friendster, mine was Fridae.
I was sending hearts out to all the Butches that were
single. Haha. What's love?

We left and headed for 7-Eleven to get some stuffs.
Mel: Your gummy bears were good.
It did keep me awake. Lol.
Mel accompanied me till my train arrived,
before we seperated and took our individual trains home.

I arrived home at 7a.m LOL.
Super early?
I know.
I took my shower,
talked to Chris on the phone,
got a lecture from my dad for coming back
homt TOO early, as usual.
What's new?

Chatting with Mel over msn.
Talked to my sister about my clubbing experience.
LOL.
After which, Mel and I both really couldn't take it,
we logged off and just dozed off.
I was super tired.

As for today, I woke up at 5p.m
by Maureen's phone call.
Alemak. Peng san.
Talked to her for nearly an hour.
Mum's ignoring me, but oh well.

I'm here now blogging about it and I feel that
this is like one of the longest entries.
Shan't elaborate much.
Will update again once I can.

Cathy, you missed the fun.
Bea, come back and club with us.
Cow, you have to get your ass on the dance floor.
Jer, you need to sway and make girls notice you.
Mel, you need more numbers.
As for me, I need a make-over! LOL.

Love my Libidos, Carolyn, Z.y and Chris.
Thanks for your love.

- I was clubbing like mad, dancing my heart out,
- but you know something?
- I was only thinking about you, my mind and soul,
- it was drifting.
- Did you know I missed you so much?
- I didn't let you know a single thing,
- I don't want you to know what's happening to me.
- That's coz you don't care anymore.
- I'd rather tell myself you've forgotten about me,
- rather than lie to myself that you're still feeling
- for me.
- I knew I was weak this morning, my fingers pushed
- those buttons and a message was sent to you.
- But as cruel as fate is to me, you were too.
- Not a single reply, I know. I get it.
- It was all my one-sided love for you.

* Don't you get it? Your cruelty made me the way
I am today, a girl who's about to literally die.