Saturday, March 17, 2007

My Friday was alrite.
It all sums up to be good.
=)

Felicia has been nicer
and she communicates better.
So I have no comments on her.
I'm not someone who should judge should I?
I have my flaws as well.
So I might as well keep my mouth shut.

Maureen was on half day.
Jane was on urgent leave.
It felt weird not having my khakis around.
Just miss them.
But sales target for yesterday was good.
Managed to close 9.
This was the first time ever. LOL.

Lunch with Silly boy.
He's just so adorable at times.
Buying his jeans and pants.
He really looked good in the faded grey jeans
I thought, had this really rugged look. =)
Had lunch at the food court.
The usual, Yong Tau Foo on Fridays. Lol.
He ate Ban Mian. Reminded me of my sis.
He's such a sweetie, always making the effort
to accomapny me no matter how busy he was.
Just makes me feel so loved.

Back to the office,
worked my ass off.
LOL.
Celebrated Lena's advanced birthday
at the pantry.
She's such a cutie.
Someone who's really funny.
Happy Birthday Lena!
Todays' your official birthday,
now be good and eat cake. Haha.

After work, I was suppose to meet up with
Carolyn but I couldn't make it in the end.
Silly boy said I "dua" her. Alemak.
It's not alrite? Just had so much to finish.
I had to do OT till 8.40p.m
My goodness, it's the first time I stayed till late.
Even my boss, Daisy Daisy went home already.
But she was nice to tell me to go home early.
Alrite, alrite.
I admit I was being such a bitch to talk about
her like that. She is a nice person after all.

Carolyn girl, hope you're feeling better.
You have to be strong. Life's not always fair.
In love, the pain you feel can never be erased,
instead of torturing yourself,
why don't you work on loving yourself more? =)
I love you too much as a friend to see you struggle
like I did in the past, it's not EASY, I'm simply
too aware of that, but with the help and support
you get from your friends and ME, you'll
definitely be able to brace up. -huggies-

Was talking on the phone with silly boy.
Everytime he talks, he makes me look at life
in a very different perspective.
The way he analyses things are of such maturity.
Although at times I feel upset upon hearing what
he has to say about me being the way I am,
I've come to realise that he's the very first one
who really comes into depth with the inner me.
Someone who with his speech can simpy touch
the most inner part of the heart's feelings.
It takes alot to be able to read the emotions
of someone. And he did it.
I'm amazed with the way he is.
Talks so much sense, love him when he talks,
he sounds exactly like my father.
The kind of guy that I would appreciate. =)

I ought to learn how to protect myself.
Learn how to love myself.
Learn how to be the real me.
With my silly boy,
I'm sure one day,
the original me will surface.

The beach outing has been cancelled.
Boy, am I upset.
But it's alrite, circumstances does
not permit such activity to happen today.
I'll probably just go to ECP and chill by myself for awhile.
Think I need some "ME" time to think about stuffs.

Red one, I'm here for you if you ever need me.
Rain or shine, I'll shelter you,
no matter what you say or do,
I'll be here so don't run,
embrace the comfort and care I'm going to shower
on you. Don't be afraid. Live well. =)

- My silly boy.
- My pillar.
- Thank you. =)

* The REAL ME will be shown.