The fall.
The break.
The exit.

Karma.
Karma.
Karma.
What goes around comes around.
I'm beginning to believe in that.

Run away, Ja.
You can run but you can't hide.
I'll always follow you,
I'm fated to be your side.
You need no one but me.
I'm your ultimate companion.
I'm your pain, I'm your heartbreak.
You can break free once, twice,
but you'll end up in my embrace again.

Hallucinations,
I woke up from a dream that made me
broke out in cold sweat.
I pinched myself so hard, I saw the finger marks.
I wasn't dreaming, it was all real.

Cried myself to sleep.
For the first time ever again,
I succumb to hurt,
I turned to pain and isolated myself.
The torturous process of being
the only one who cares,
I got caught within my own weakness.

I smiled brightly and genuinely just awhile ago,
now all that's left is the hidden me.
I'm never ever going to come out again,
I wanna stay with pain.
DO NOT DISTURB.
Pain and I were meant to be.

You either die loving or love dying.
Take your pick.

My choice?

NO SUICIDES.
NO SELF-INFLICTION.
NO PILLS.
NO HEAD BANGING.
NO TEARS.

I'm just going to face reality.
I've grown alot with the help of my silly boy.
Thanks to him,
I am this strong now.
I've learnt to fight the toughest battle.
I really appreciate all that my silly boy has
done for me.
Trust me, he's wonderful.

* Pain's my groom, I'm getting married, wish me all the best?