I woke up to a bitter morning,
knowing yesterday just passed like that.

As I step towards your door step,
I hesitated.
As I left that precious gift for you
in your shoe cabinet outside your house,
my heart pounded.
As I left with a heavy heart without the guts to
call you and tell you how much I've missed you,
I felt a sharp pain in my heart.

Why have I made myself to be the stranger you once knew?

Then again,
I'm sorry.
For making you feel unimportant.
For neglecting you.
For being the bitch I was.
For becoming unreasonable.

I realised my mistake,
I hope you'd give us another chance to work things out.

After all,
it isn't me who's suffering most in the relationship.
It's you.
For the times you have to bear with everything,
I wonder if it was me, would I be able to do the same?

Vivo with cathy yesterday,
probably just needed to get out.

I need rest.
Yes, please.

I'm shortlisted for the position of a script editor.
Yay!
My dream job, I really hope I'll get it.
If I do, I've got to say Goodbye to the DBS bank,
if I manage to get the job that is. =)

- I want to feel your embrace again.
- I want to be laughing with you.
- Please keep those pressies.
- Remember me.

* What have I done?