Thursday, January 11, 2007

Alritey, the owner of this blog is drained.
Hah, from what?
You wanna know?
Look at my blog, it's obvious.
I've changed my template.

Haha, I know it's not as good as the first one,
but oh well, am still trying to get the hang of HTMLs,CSS and what nots ya have.

Viewed the finished piece,
I must say I'm quite satisfied with the work done. =)
I took like 3 Hours just to get it right.
Oh my.

As you've probably noticed, I'm babbling like a kid.
I know.

I just do not know what to type at this very moment.

All I can say now is,
things don't always seem to look the way they are.
For instance, how many times have you been jabbed in the back
for something you didn't do?
How many times do people say sorry, but don't actually mean it?
How many times people say they'll change, but they're not even trying?
Words.
Actions.
Hand in hand?
Seldom.

Just don't get it.
Enlighten me on this issue.
As far as i'm feeling now,
I'm having an impending breakdown soon.

Over what?
Everything.
Life, pretty good coz there are emotional support around.
Work, Hah, i'll only be able to commence work on the 22nd of this month.
Slow, painful and torturous process.
I dread staying at home coz there's simply NOTHING to do.
Boring.
Health, still there. Not considered healthy or unhealthy. Rather okay.
Fortune, I'm broke! Haha. Money, I need it now. Let me strike 4D.
Gosh,that's so unrealistic.
Love,it's a roller coaster ride.
The scale is 1/5. Hah. Now you know what I mean by a breakdown.

I pray that my sister would be happy.
I'm serious about this,
If you're reading this and you love my sister,
get your senses right.
If you think that a split is the best way out,
think again.

I don't know why,
but why do you people always use break-ups
as a means to run away from reality?
Ironic isn't it?
Life's not just about this, talk things out.
Only if you people decide and that it's a mutual decision,
I'll respect it okay?
I'm not reprimanding you, I'm just advising you.
I'm not siding with my sister, but it pains me so much to see
her in this state, which I'm positively sure, you agree with me.

I'm in no position to comment on you relationship,
but hey! I'm fighting for mine, shouldn't you as well?
It's not easy I know, but the least you could do is try.
only then will you not regret in the future for something you didn't do.

RAH. I sound like a naggy old hag.
Better stop here. Hah.

Borat tomorrow.
Hah, i bet I'll blast all out
and laugh till my intestines come out.

Till then, Sayonara. =)

* Your gift, my sincerity, when will you ever see?