I didn't manage to blog yesterday.
Boo hoo.
I totally forgot about the deal I made with myself.
Lol.
I'm suppose to blog everyday for this year,
so when I look back, I'm able to know what I've missed out,
what I've learnt and what I'm left with.

Sounds pathetic, I know.
But I just wanna do it.

Was at the hospital the whole day yesterday.
With my sis and all,
making sure her neccessities are all met
and to not let her feel like I don't love her.
I've neglected my sis too much for goodness sake.
I'll never be able to forgive myself if anything happened to her.

In hand now, although I am single,
I have loads to deal with as well.
Not like mine is a big deal or whatsoever.
I know in this world, there are other people who are
facing more shitty situations than me.
That's why I won't go too much into details of what I'm facing.

Here, I just wanna apologise to cathy.
Sorry babe, I know you meant well and all.
Guess I was harsh and I yelled at you.
Really sorry. I don't want you to feel that no one cares,
because I do. I do care about you, the LIBIDOS do.
But sometimes you have to share with us your problems,
we're no strangers to each other babe.
Bear that in mind, we love you, we really do.
I just want you to let go of what you're feeling, don't surpress your feelings.
We want to, need to and care enough to not leave you alone.
We want to share your joys and woes.
If you need anyone, just holler me, I'll be there.
Love ya babe. =)

Today was pretty okay, was supposed to visit Lesbie's mum
as she was in the hospital.
But I didn't make it in the end,
I was too late and I really felt like crap,
not holding up to my promise, sorry Lesbie.
Hope you understand.
I'mnot angry and I don't have the right to,
coz I was the one who initiated the act to wanna visit your mum.
We'll go visit your mum someday soon okay?
Must must.
Jer, sorry for playing you out today.
Was suppose to go visit Cow's mum together.
But I failed to turn up.
Hope your mum's fine cow. =)

Red one, please do take really good care of yourself,
you're running a high fever, have loads of rest.
Drink loads of water and most importantly,
don't stress. Understand? Ths is an order from your wife. =)

- The constant messages these days,
- they're never ending.
- you don't know what's going on in my life,
- i don't know about yours.
- I'm all about sacarsms to you now.
- The root of the problem,
- your attitude,
- my behaviour,
- we don't coincide,
- till now we haven't had a decent conclusion.
- We'll be meeting up soon,
- when that day comes, would the both of us face it with courage?
- Or are we going to just live life the way it is now?

* Salvation. Is it a little too late?