Woke up really early today.
10+ a.m.
I was so tired.
But I received a msg from that someone.
So I was kinda happy. =)

Cow called me and said that KJ was
going for the Kid's Central Audition too.
She wanted to go, but her mum had all sorts
of nonsense reasons to stop her from doing it.
Sometimes, I really hate her mum for being so conservative.

Washed up,
surfed the net for awhile,
searched for my 4R photos,
but ended up printing them from the comp. LOL.

I was really looking forward to the audition,
but when I arrived at the Bestway Building,
I almost died.
Haha, there was such an overwhelming response!
My goodness, that made me scared and I didn't
really wanna go for it,
but thanks to that someone, I managed to pluck
up my courage and just go for it.
That someone really gave me encouragement
that I needed at that point of time.
Such an angel. =)

Went to buy a pen from International Plaza
to fill in the registration form,
did that at Burger King while munching on
chicken cheesesticks.

Lined up,
but when I reached that counter,
I was asked to come back tomorrow for
the audition, there wasn't much time today.
It was kind of a disappointment but never
mind, at least there's still a chance tomorrow.
Was given the script to memorise. =)
It was raining.
Suddenly, I thought about my love life.
About Chris and all,
how much I loved him.
Made me realise that in love,
I wasn't alone, I was just defeated by myself.

Met cow and kartik after that,
before heading for Cat's house.
Cat's mum was so nice,
the food was delicious,
the company was great!
What more can I ask for?
Maybe if my red one was there, it'll be even better.
Jer was late as usual,
but I prefer his current hairstyle,
makes him look neater and more appealing. =)

Laughed our asses off,
ate till our stomach was bloated,
good enough to feed 50 African kids.
Prawns, squids, gyouzas, bacons, satay chicken,
and not forgetting, Caramel Liquor!
I want more of it, damn nice alrite?

We played a game,
some sort of gambling,
won abitof money or should I say,
no win no lose? Lol.
Lo-Hei-ed after that.
First time, I did it with friends,
the feeling was so good.
The bond was really close.

Headed home after that,
dad was scolding the shit out of me
on my way home.
Seriously, how many times must I repeat myself?
I BROKE OFF with him already.
If you don't believe me,
forget it.
I won't try to make you understand,
coz I'm sick and tired of everything.
I'm already emotionally drained,
trying to get over a 4 year relationship
and yet here you are,
condemning me as if i murdered someone.
Give me a break, quit driving me to depression.

I've memorised the script already,
hopefully I'll be able to make it.
Going over to Wah Wah's house tomorrow.
I'm glad she's found her one.
Wishing you all the best and stay happy always =)

- I wished I was married to you,
- I wished we would be happy together.
- Wishes? What are they?
- They don't exist.

* I've given up so much for you, 4 years.Is it just a phase?