As always the road to freedom is never easy.
Obstacles in the way.
Feelings play such a huge part.

What do we humans do?

Recalling to mind all the events of my life,
I've never regretted any of them.
Each has its own significance,
and at times,
I really do feel that I'm so lucky.

God has blessed me with more than I can wish for.
Really, without him,
I'll not live till 21.
I'll probably be gone at the age of 17,
that's what the professor said when I was much younger.

Jie, I know you're going through a tough time now,
maybe jiefu's just really concerned about you,
he doesn't want to see you sacrificing for a friend,
knowing that he loves you that much.
Attention has been divided and this is a problem jie.
I just hope you can work things out with jiefu.
I really hope for the best and remember,
everyone can turn their backs on you,
but I will NEVER ever turn my back on you
because you've taught me how to be strong and live again.
For this, I'm forever grateful. =)

Work was tough today.
But I manage to pick up some skills from maureen.
Haha, she's like really hard core cross selling can?
My goodness, I'm beginning to psycho my customers.
Lol. I know that's mean, but I need some serious
motivation man.

Tuition was great, finally got my money. LOL.
I need to return cathy and jer.
Sweet couple eh?
I owe both of them money.
Hmmm . What was I thinking?

- Your message had a different tone today,
- am I suppose to be guessing your mood?
- After all that has happened,
- you're still the same old you.

* Sometimes I wonder if you could make an exception for me?