Just going to make this short.
Short and short.

I'm emotionally drained.

Jer, if you really don't want me to bother,
it's fine with me.
I'm just telling you for your own good.
Do what you wanna do, if it makes you happy.
I'm depressed already, if you wanna torture me further,
go ahead by all means.
Seriously, I do not know how to talk to you nicely already.

I wanna cry out loud,
I wanna cry badly,
I wanna shout I Miss you.
I wanted to hug you,
I wanted to kiss you.

I wanted so much just to be with you again.

Fate doesn't permit.
Destiny leaves us stranded,
heartbroken and lost.

I already do not know what to do anymore.
I can't see myself,
I'm losing my grip.

When I saw you again,
it was a mix of emotions.
I was happy but on the other hand,
I was scared.
I was afraid I couldn't control myself,
but somehow I managed to.

I HATE to surpress my feelings.
I HATE to hide it.
I HATE to pretend that I don't love you.

- My heart's been ripped.
- I looked into your eyes,
- I knew we both felt the same.
- But we both know, it's too late,
- that it's time to let go.
- Let's leave our relationship like this.
- Sweet memories and a friendship that will never break.
- It's hard as it is,
- our love hasn't die.
- And I know it won't,
- so before I end as your friend,
- may I call you baby just one more time?

* Baby, I'm dying inside. My heart ain't beating no more.