It was really sweet of my beloved
triplet and husband to pop by at the hospital
to visit my sister.

They actually accompanied me till 10+.
I'm so glad they came,
coz they really made my day.

Received a msg from you today,
your son's looking for you,
in his friendster message,
he typed mummy.
I was really elated upon seeing that word.
I don't know if it really was for real,
but I guess this time,
he was a step too late.
We're no longer together.

As I am typing this entry,
I suddenly received a msg from you.
You said it was nothing much,
just that you thought of me all of a sudden,
hope that I didn't mind.
Why should I mind?
I'd be more than happy to know you miss me.
But why does it always happen,
when we're not together anymore?

- You'll probably never understand.
- You'll probably never see,
- the me I kept so well.
- The me who lost myself.

* I'm totally jaded.