It's the first day of work for me today.
I got lost on the way to work and I was late!
Haha, gosh, that must have been a bad impression
on my superiors.

I've got to leave the house by 7.30am tomorrow.
No more being the late queen.
Bearing in mind that darling's in UK,
so there's no one to send me to work and all.
-tsk- I'm beginning to appreciate her toyota vios now. =p

I haven't collected the rest of my clothes from
darling's house yet. Sigh. Going back to Kembengan
without her just seems so weird. On a brighter now,
I get to see my baby Caine! Oh my gosh, I miss him loads.
Think I'll pop by tomorrow and I haven't called Darl's
grandma. Ma fan! =/

Work was okay today.
People were relatively nice.
There was this girl named Vikki,
hmm.. sentiments tell me that she's a Lesbian.
LOL.
I don't know, i guess it's her dressing and hairstyle
that moulds a lesbian identity? OH crap! LOL.

I was pretty interested in knowing her more,
but then again she wasn't that attractive.
-HAH- I'm crazy. All I could think about was JAC.

That's sick and it's making me go crazy.
I hate being like this, I was independent before she
came into my life, now she made me so dependent on her.
FREAK! I ought to be shot.
Everything I do now seems so redundant.
ARGH! I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
Can you like just forgo your studies and come
back to accompany me? I want you in Singapore forever.
- wake up ja! that's never gonna happen -

At least I still have a few companions,
willing to chat with me on msn.
Beatrice. -muack muack-
Alex - my smiley always -
Jacky - the other J -
Vanessa from club rainbow.

These people manage to keep my thoughts clear
for awhile.

Whey whey! I miss my Libidos.
=(


Just so I can be reminded why I always dislike coming
back home.

Answer : My MUM. She never once wanted me to be happy.
She adds on to my sorrows and I'm really tired out.
So mummy, would you just leave me alone?
Thanks.

* I need some emotional SPACE now. Thank you.