Dear Diary,

This looks like you're the only reliable confidante
that's willing to just listen.
Thank you for letting me pen down my thoughts
on you.
You don't know how much this means to me. =)

It's so weird how words can actually express
every single emotion and how music heals the soul.

Words are lyrics in music,
and sounds are forms of words.
It's pretty amazing.

This is suppose to be an entry for yesterday.

I woke up really early for work!
It was a Monday, but wasn't mundane.
I didn't have to squeeze with the crowd,
I took my own sweet time to travel to work.

I reached Redhill MRT station at 8.30am.
OH yes, believe me. I ain't the LATE Queen anymore.
YAY!
Was roaming round when I bumped into my
cousin, Junior.
Oh gosh, save me!
He's the cousin I've had had a crush on
since primary school.
To me, he's such a dear and really
good-looking. =))

He was wondering what I was doing here at
Redhill and I post the same questions to him too.
Both of us were in doubt, but we shrugged it off.
It was really a coincdence,
our working places were just side by side.
Just a carpark away. Haha.

After which we parted and went our own
way, although he did ask me to go lunch
with Gu Ma, since she's there as well.
Definitely delighted to. =p

So I went to work and no one was there.
Except for suhartono, an intern.
He's pretty cute. =)

Then Peter and all came to open
the door for us.
It's great being early and all.
Work was as usual.

Headed home, like every single day,
without fail.
Gee, I don't have a life!
then was talking to Jac,
mum and dad reprimanded me.

I'm pretty sick of this life that
I"m having, I feel so controlled.
Everywhere I go.
That's crap and no one know how it
really feels like.

Moreover, I don't bother saying
anymore, coz no one really cares.

I love my mum but yet,
I can't love her whole-heartedly,
coz she always ruins my happiness.
ALWAYS.

* Let me vanish.