Hello hello!
Don't be mistaken, it's not like I'm in a cheery mood today.
I just wanna make sure every single detail of my life
is being recorded. =)

I woke up today, to a pair of very painful eyes,
an uncomfortable tingle throughout my body and
a feverish sign.

Tell me about it, it was pretty bad.
I hurried off to work although I was
feeling lethargic and restless.
I don't want to miss out on work,
I'm pretty much of a workaholic when I start. LOL.

Workplace's in Redhill and what made it worse
was that the moment I reached the train station
at Bedok today, I was overwhelmed with the crowd
that seemed to be buzzing and just waiting in
an unprecedented queue.

Made me wonder if terrorists hit Bedok.
Hah! But then again, that's just too
much of an imagination on my part.
The first in in my life though, never took
a train ride that needed such discipline.

Not sure if singaporeans were booming
in population, but the trains seem little
in number if you've seen what happened today.
What seems to be a 30mins ride, ended up an hour.
Was really lucky I squeezed my ass in after missing
out on 2 trains that had a serried group of people.

Upon arriving at Redhill, I could see the big
splashes of raindrops on the train windows,
apparently making the day even more gloomy.
It was raining cats and dogs, but I'm so thankful,
I brought an umbrella out, not the small ones,
the usual ones that can be seen in Giordano shops.
Yup, yup. =)

Had to walk a distance to the office,
my shoes were filled with rain water.
-bleahz- trust me, I could almost fill
my water bottle with the rainwater stored
in my shoe. Gross, but true. Haha.

I switched places with May today.
She said that Daniel thinks that my new place
has good fengshui, I beg to differ.

I was suffering there actually.
My nose started its flu epidemic,
kept sneezing, coughing and consistently
having blood shot eyes.
I was nearly at the brink of collapsing.
Felt so tired and worn out.
Gosh, yet I had so many stuffs to do.

Workload seems to be piling up,
Although it's my first week, I can already
start feeling the stress.
Oh well, it's a good exposure for me.
At least I get to learn!

One of my colleagues bid us farewell,
Name's Bee Ying, if i spelt her name correctly.
I may not seem to know her well, but she's nice
and she has 2 really adorable daughters.
Man, now I feel like having kids of my own. =)
I love children and I would definitely love
to have a husband who feels the same way too.

We had lunch in the conference room.
Finally after 4days without lunch,
I'm finally having lunch. Gosh.
But unfortunately, it's a Friday.
So I had to skip the good stuffs,
like curry chicken and all.

We took photos, words were exchanged,
gifts presented to her.
It was pretty much fun.

Another new colleague of mine, named Vikki.
She's cute and pretty in her own way,
but somehow I feel, she's rather selective.
Hard to be friends with her, but oh well.
We'll see how it goes.
Did I mention that I like her tattoo?
I was observing it today and yeah, it looks
good on her.
Haha.

After work, it was back home.
Every single day, it's like that.
What to do?
I'm maintaining a long distance relationship
with my girlfriend and the only thing I can do,
while she studies her ass off in UK, is to be home
punctually to chat with her online.
It may all seem like just a lonely entourage,
but in fact, I'm not the only one.

I hope I can love her as much as she loves me,
I suppose.
I hope I can be there to support her and give
her all the encouragement she needs.
Not coz of her family members or anyone,
just simply because I care enough to do this
just for her. =)

It's not easy, but it's not impossible too.
I just want her to be safe and to take care
of herself.

Through days of loneliness,
I'll try to persevere.
Through days of giving up,
I'll think about her future.
Through days when I cry,
I'll think about her, holding me in her arms.

These will definitely help me pull through.
and hopefully for her, she feels my presence
and support for her every single day.

Home. Took a bath and wait for parents
to get me dinner.
The chilli squid I ate was so hot!
Oh my gosh, I could feel like I almost burned
my intestines. LOL.

So here I am now, just waiting for her to come online.
The time difference is 7 hours and it's only her 3pm
there now.
Sigh.

We'll just see how everything goes.

* Slit my heart, open it, it's hollow.