MONDAY

I guess it's the beginning of the week,
and as always, it's pretty draggy.

But I took a day off to have a good rest.
Seriously, I've been too tired physically.
Even when I just climb a flight of steps,
I tend to get breathless real easy nowadays,
wonder if my heart's not functioning as strongly
as before? - shrugs-

As you all know, when I take off or if I'm on MC,
I won't stay home.
It's such a norm.

I woke up,
showered and all,
took bus 17 with my lil sis to the interchange
before I cabbed down to Balam road to pick
Chris up to go back to his house.

Poor him,
was so tired after taking care of Javier for
a couple of days.
That boy is just so adorable, wished he was my kid,
or should I say I wished I had my very own? =)

We were just slacking at his house.
I was sleeping, he needed rest too.
So we were just chatting and all,
about stuffs that we usually chat about.
It just seems like the past, oh boy do
I miss us. =)

We decided to catch a movie,
Pirates of the Carribean.
It's an awesome movie.
So we decided to go to PS to watch it.
Wanted to watch the 5p.m show,
but it was selling fast.
As always, I don't know why,
PS would be that very place whereby
we can't get the tickets or the ideal seats
we want. So cursed. -pouts-

We were walking around and all,
saw one of the club rainbow kids
at the sexy shop at PS where they sold
all those sex stuffs and all those
knick knacks. =)

Did I mention I ate Ajisen Ramen too?
Yummy! =)

Chris really wanted to watch the movie,
therefore I sacrificed the club rainbow meeting
for him, I didn't go in the end.
We wtached the 6p.m show.
It lasted all the way till around 9p.m.
Super long, my butt was hurting. Lol.
The movie was awesome.
My wonderful Orlando Bloom and Johnny Depp,
they make me go so MAD over them.
My lover boys. LOL. =p
The storyline and allw as well scripted.
I rate it a 7.5 / 10

The last part right after the show was good.
10 years later . .
Can you imagine if you had to wait for
your loved one for 10 years and you only manage
to see that person for only a day?
Gosh, that's miserable. =(
But true love can withstand all obstacles yea?

After the movie, we went to the arcade
to play some games.
It was very fun.
Chris practically made me enjoy his company.
He was sweet and caring and all.
I wished I loved him all over again.

Then he sent me home after all that,
took a train to Bedok Mrt station before
taking a cab back to my house.

I lef the cab with a happy feeling.
It was a fruitful day.
I enjoyed myself very much.
Thank you so much.
-huggies-

* I stared up at the ceiling, is this our past?

TUESDAY

The usual calling.
Daisy had a one to one talk with us today.
Such a Biatch.
Seriously, I can't stand her anymore.
Making false accusations,
-hmpf- that's so Daisy's style.

That's the first bad thing that happened for
the day.

After work, Maureen and I rushed off to meet Louis.
We decided to hitch a ride from Bang's boyfriend's car.
Such a nice couple, actually sent me and Maureen all
the way to her house.
Maureen stays in a condo, haha.
Her mum's cute. =)

After which we left when Maureen took her stuffs.
We cabbed down to Louis house.
His house made me even more envious!
It was a semi-detached. Faints.
All these rich peeps.
I guess it's just life.
Some people have it all, whereas some just don't.
No worries, I'm very contented with what I have now. =)

We went down to the West Coast Car Mart.
Maureen went to colelct her car.
Lucky girl, at the age of 21 and having her own car.
I want my very own TOO! =p
Prob would want a sports car.
It must be yellow though. =)

So Louis drove the car with such expertise.
He could talk on the phone and drive.
Gee, I'm so glad he's a safe driver. LOL.
We decided to dine at West Coast mac .
Had my usuasl double cheese burger with
SHAKER FRIES this time.
Delicious.
Crapped and all.

Louis and Maureen sent me home.
How nice of them.
Appreciate it peeps.
But no more honking and middle fingers please.
So unglam ar. LOL.

Showered.
Rest.

Dad and mum and sis quarelled over my issue.
Just so sick and tired.
Spare me will you?

I received a msg from Chris.
It was so strange, therefore I kept calling him,
but he didn't pick up my calls.
Was so worried.

We managed to talk after which,
but it was all filled with emotions.
So hard to describe.
I just knew I cried so hard and badly that
I almost couldn't breathe.
He made it clear, his decision.
He no longer wants to hang there.
And I on the other side am confused.
Time, would you be willing to give it to me?
We're not going to contact as much.
When I heard it, I felt really sad.
But I guess he didn't expect my reaction
to be so big.
I didn't know if I felt as much as before,
all I knew was that i almost went into my
crazy mode again.
I was talking to myself after hanging up the phone with him
and I also sent a ridiculous msg.
I just typed - Haha(4 times)
Crazy!

I was afraid to lose him
but yet love isn't selfish.
I wouldn't wanna see him suffer coz
of my own confusion.
I'm sorry if I've disappointed you
or let you down.
I don't mean it.

Forgive me.

* Would you ever love me the same again?

Today, Daisy didn't come to work.
Happy? YES! VERY!
I know I'm mean but I'm beginning to understand the
statement made by many,
" Female bosses are tough nuts to crack" LOL.

Did our calls as usual.
Was suppose to meet Cow at her house as
soon as I fnished my work,
but I got so involved in my work
that I only reached her place at 8.30p.m.
SICK!
I hate staying back when I don't get paid.

Went to Carrefour to get the FAMILY sized chicken,
my salmon tuna and red bull for dearest Cathy. =)

When I reached cow's house,
we immediately had dinner.
Was so famished.
So sorry to keep you peeps waiting.

We were having our lil mini girl's talk.
We were such funny people.

We played a prank of Jerrie.
Annoying him and all, it was fun.
But in the end, we achieve dour goal
and that is to make sure Jerrie watches Shrek 3
with Cathy and Mel.
Coz he thought of pang-sehing again.
Which is definitely IMPOSSIBLE!
Muahahaha.

We watched the Moritess and The Superfriends
video clip on Youtube.
Super hilarious.
Thanks for the introduction Maureen. =)

We soon left Cow's house as it was getting late.
Cathy took a cab,
Jerrie called, cathy called,
we conferenced and we started chatting.

Cathy missed her last bus and train,
whereas Jerrie was enjoying his feast of BOOBS! LOL.

Hung up with them.
Showered.
Rest and here I am now.
Blogging before I go off for my camp
tomorrow.
I'll miss my blog coz I can't express my feelings
for these 4 days. I'm going to miss you bloggie.
Love you.
Don't worry, I'll be back soon.
Be good.
Muackz.

I'll miss everyone of you.
I really will.
Just msg or call me if you need someone to
talk to.
-huggies.-

* you still care, I still worry, why do we end up like that?