I feel so emotional.
My wall has finally broken, after days of trying to be strong
and putting up a front.
My tears finally gave in.
Life is a one way road,
I've got to keep driving towards the end.
There's no pausing, no turning back,
just moving on.
I wish I could do that too.
I wish I could genuinely smile and say,
" I'm happy "
These words seem to be non-existent.
I wish for a better understanding.
I wish for baby to be here.
If you ask me, I would want baby here with me,
so that I can love him and care for him with all
my heart.
I'm sorry for hurting you.
Looks like there's nothing much I can do now.
* The wait, seems like forever.