It is really frustrating to not know
what is going on.

I'm like in self-denial, knowing that
everything seems to be so messed up,
but yet I choose to think it isn't.

As much as my emotional relapse is recurring,
I can't really do much but to surpress it.

Eagerness.
Freedom.
Love.
Perseverance.
Determination.
Motivation.

I seem to lack all of the above now.
Can someone enlighten me or probably
tell me that everything's not OKAY!
And I need to get myself back in place.

Before that relapse gets worst.
Now, who wants to be the volunteer?

Waiting patiently, but yet understanding
seems to be at a distance.

Sleep, I'm going to bed now.
BYE BYE!

** Would you be my direction?