Everyone gives up on me.

HAHAHA, funny ain't it?

Like someone mentioned,
I'm receiving my Karma now.

Never imagine it'll strike me again.
Honestly, I have no more, completely drained
off everything I have now.

To my enemies out there,
if you wanna defeat me or play a prank
on me, now's the time.
Coz I won't retaliate, I'll let you punch,
kick, bash and do anything you want to.

I don't feel anymore.
My pain - more than the number of years you live.
My heartbreaks - constant.
My cries - fills the entire pacific ocean.
My hurt - over and over again.

Sister says I'm a drama mama, too much drama,
being an idiotic bloody sucker for emotions.

It's true you know.

I jolly well know I deserve such things.

** If I had one wish now, I wanna die.