Saturday, November 17, 2007

Accidents.
Loud Bangs.
Betrayal.
Trust.

I've heard issues about the above today.

So many things happening as time ticks away,
never know what awaits you the next minute.

There's always alot said about life and how
one should cherish it.

But no one really talks about failure in every
sense of the word.

Failure in relationships.
Failure in studies.
Failure in commitments.
Failure in bringing up a child,
or even failure to fail.

Such circumstances gets you thinking.

I've got alot running through my mind now,
not knowing if what is thought is true.
Is everything just a dream or a nightmare?

Everyone loves dreams, so do I.
Some people just have it all,
whereas people like me, only have
dreams that either turn to nightmares
or are never realised.

I thought about settling down alot.
I've thought about committing to someone
I hope would spend the rest of my life with.
I thought of giving all my love.
I've thought too much of the future,
I never saw my present fading away from me.

Sad to say,
maybe I'm not fated to have love to embrace me.

As much as I wished the person I loved truly,
madly, deeply was you, you still lack of the confidence
and question if I was the one for you.

Time waits for no man.
I waited,
but in the end, I'm not
only abandoned by love,
but by time as well.

** All I need is a simple love.