I hate having all these melancholic posts.

All these words that just come running through
my mind and just landing themselves in this space
called, MY BLOG.

Alot of things are just so unexplainable.
Probably what my parents say is pretty true,
that I'm often this screwed up ass.

I realise I'm not that strong after all.
Maybe it's just a pretence to assure
everyone that I'm okay.

Look, everyone has their own set of problems.
My problems would just be another burden.

Now I know why I was married to you red one.
Haha. *winks*

A wait.
The answer, unsure.
The future, unpredictable.

The notion of losing myself is getting stronger
day by day.

Anyway, I'm getting sick.
Down with a cough, flu and slight fever.

I hope to get better soon.
Good night world.
Ja's going to sleep.
I need a dream.

A dream that becomes reality.
Embrace me darkness,
I'm engulfed in you.


** I just wished you heard my cries.