All I'd have to say is that I'm disappointed.

In you, I just find no meaning in asking favours anymore.

You seem so oblivious to everything.

Sensitivity is not part of your nature.

I accepted it, WE accepted it.

But why is asking you to do something simple so difficult?

In our group, you've always been the one taken care of.
Yes, we do make fun of you but we still love you just
like our lil bro.

We always try to protect you and also to help you
open up, that's why you're here today.

I wouldn't say we did alot,
but we helped you love yourself more didn't we?

I don't know what got over you, I'm not blaming you,
but I just can't understand the fact that you can't
even take notice of minor details.

It may not be your fault at all,
but I feel upset.

It's just my thoughts. don't read too much into it.

The brisk wind,
the accelerating adrenaline,
questions arising,
answers undefined,
mind says one,
heart feels another.

To whom should I lean on?
To whom is willing to love me?
The varsities of such complications,
is better left to nature.

** Monogamy and me, can you accept it?