Wednesday, January 28, 2009

I missed blogging on the 2nd day of New Year.
Yesterday was pretty much alrite.

Was playing mahjong the previous day with Jacky
and her friends till around 5.30am and I
reached home around 5.45am after which I took
my bath and all and ended up sleeping at around 6am again.

Haha, mahjong really can keep one awake
till wee hours of the morning.

I woke up around 2plus in the afternoon yesterday.
My Godbrothers came over, but unfortunately,
I was too much of a pig to accompany them.
I wanted to see them so badly,
but I couldn't in the end.

Roar!

Then I was at home the whole day.
(amazingly)
Mum and dad bought lunch for me.

Wanton Mee, haha.
New year want me to "WAN DAN".
Faints.

Talked to baby on msn,
webcamed and all.
It was so fun.
Like such simple stuffs really make me happy.

Then I did a really evil thing,
which I will definitely get retribution for,
is to plot against Maureen with baby.

I mean I did really feel that she was such
a liar and someone who just couldn't be trusted.
She made me feel like I was just her tool
in getting her more popular.

I just wanted justice for myself.
Through the entire conversation with her on
the phone, I realise there has been many things
that she was not telling the truth.
Even as a friend, she lies to me.

I can never understand how she
doesn't even give me some basic form
of respect. I know she's dependent on people,
but that doesn't mean she can take it for granted.

As and when she likes, she called baby directly,
without even letting me know.
I had to find out from baby.
It's just the same,
I don't go call her bf up and meet them up
without letting her know.
That never happened.
I know my limits,
but I've learnt that you can never expect
everyone to be like you.
It's a harsh reality.

Oh well.
Baby and I were playing meetoto together,
this online game by the Malaysians
(I suppose)
There was this"flying with me" thingy
that I found quite interesting,
it brings me to wherever baby is.

Then we could sing on stage.
Was quite fun.
Not bad, just the two of us singing.
And baby sang well.
I like baby's version of Jay's,
"shuo hao de xing fu ne".
I think I sang okay though.
LOL.
I slept at 4am.

Woke up by Maureen's call at
around 12plus pm.
Glad she managed to get a job already.
I seriously need to start searching hard and
land a job soon.
I can die not working man.

Didn't have lunch prepared for me
today and moreover I wasn't very hungry.
Therefore, I just settled for instant noodles.

Parents brought Dawn for her vaccination.
Sis went for school and tanning.
Left me alone at home.
Boring.
So bored till I watched " shi xiong di"

Then I started having a tiff with baby.
It's always like that.
I don't understand why.
I just wanted to make things work out and
I know baby's trying very hard to.
My insentivity kills and yet I'm so ignorant.
-gee-
Baby must have had a tough time managing me.
Sigh.

I hope things will be better tomorrow.

Maureen got into a whole load of trouble.
With Austin and Gina.
Now Gina knows everything,
things are gonna get ugly.
Up to this stage,
I do feel a little pity for Maureen.
She has come to a point whereby she does not
even know what she wants yet.
As a friend, I've done my best.
I really have.

I'm gonna go sleep now.
Off to baby's house later.
I'm excited to see baby,
hopefully he feels the same way too.

* I miss you, do you?