yesterday was great.
had loads of fun.
with cow.
haha.
funny girl,
we're just so humorous.
doing all those silly stuffs.
girl, you rock my world. =)

- baby, it was great.
i love to spend time with you,
it's just wonderful.
all the laughter and joy,
all the pain and sorrow,
all the efforts and care.
love will keep us going.

knowing that i can't really see you anymore,
makes my heart ache.
knowing that i can't really hear your voice,
puts me in a depressed mood.
just knowing that,
when i have live my life everyday,
you're not there to spend it with me,
drives me insane.

all i ever wanted was you to be by my side,
both of us just spending time together.
i really really miss those times.
those 10 days,
wish i could relish it again.
we were so free,
no one to stop us,
we could jsut wander,
in a world of our own.
how beautiful it was.....
-ja ponders-

thank you for everything,
be it the pain,
the laughter,
or even tears you bring,
into my life.
you've made me a stronger girl.
i love you, still do and will always love you. =) -

// don't ever doubt ur feelings, follow ur heart. //

* i want to wake up from this nightmare. i want to enter a dream. our dream. ('v")