how could you think of me in this way?

am i the kind of person who gets over someone easily?

do you think i was playing a game with you?

how could you ever think it this way?

it hurts me to know that you want me out of your life,
when never even ONCE i thought of forgetting you.

our love for each other has been strong,
it always has.
just being apart from you,
makes me feel like dying.

you wanna know what i've been doing?
you wanna know how i'm feeling?
why don't you ask me?

i've never wanted you out of my life.
you're still the one that i love.
you're still the one that i miss most.
you're still the one.
why can't you see that?
why can't you feel it?

i try to keep myself busy everyday,
not letting myself think back about us.
the times we had together,
the times we enjoyed,
because everytime i did,
i'd have to hide and cry.
i don't wanna cry tears of sorrow,
i wanna cry tears of joy.
i don't want you to worry.

what more can i say?
to clear the misunderstandings u have of me.

all you have to do is to tell me you still love me.

* i'm willing to put everything down for you. i love you.