first things first:

happy belated anniversary baby.

[2yrs 3mths]

it's been tough,
it didn't go that well.
but i know.
that deep inside,
amidst your lil masked personality,
you've been true to me.
you love me. =)
i'm contented with that relalisation.
just love you to the tinniest bits.
*muackz*

betrayal.
troubled.
sick.
tired.
hurt.
pissed.

that's how i'm feeling now.
wanna know why?
ask that kpo woman in my house.
you'll get an answer.

i don't want to know,
i don't find a need to know,
who betrayed me.
coz at this current moment,
i'm almost numb.
so i don't really care.

go ahead and make my life miserable,
all you people out there,
who are waiting to see me die,
too bad.
i'm gonna be strong.
i'll live through every obstacle,
then you'll see,
how i'll get back at you.
no more lil nice girl.
it does not pay to be nice.
i just realise the meaning of this sentence.

[ take off that mask and don't fake your identity. ]

* utterly disappointed. i still love you baby. you make my life worth living.