yay- :(
i'm back.
i'm so tiredz.

woke up early in the morning today.
had 2 papers.
gosh.
think i'm goin to die.

-comm and culture. it was bad.
i forgot the last bit of information.
*wasted. -shakes head-

-management. it was alrite.
had confidence.
did quite well.
but still worried.

`what's wrong wif ya ja?
[reason] i'm still sick.
i was in an air-con room fer 6 hours.
i used up 3 and a half packs of tissue paper okie.
lols..was blowing away and coughing my lungs out.

i'm amazed that i still can do it.

went to acc dearie and his mum.
at IMM.
tot it was only the both of them,
but i saw kristine and her bf.
-oh my tian-
wat was i suppose to do?
so i said hi!~
and she went like...jacinta?
and i smiled.

it was fun though.
talking to auntie [future mother in law? maybe.]
we agreed on quite a few stuffs.
she bought me stuffs to eat.
thanx to her and dearie.

took the shuttle bus with them,
to boon lay mrt station
then went off from there.

~ the journey on the way back home,
was hard.
sitting alone,
with no one i knew around me.
was coughing so bad.
wished i had you to hug.
thought so much on the way back home.
was waiting fer a call or msg from you.
but..nope. nothing.

what was i hoping fer?
i reached home,
but yet no calls from you.
i msged you telling u that i was home,
wishing you would reply,
but u din even do that.
i called you and you said you'd call me back,
in quite a harsh voice.

mayb i'm too sensitive,
maybe i'm over reacting,
mayb u're really busy,
mayb i was disturbing you.

but was i?
or was it just you?

- i don't wanna continue questioning myself.
i just wanna live life the way it should be.
just loving you,
not caring about my feelings anymore.
i'm just a naive pathetic baby who hasn't grown up yet.

* i wanna tell you so bad baby, that i *miss you