oh well.
i'm sick again.
guess it's love sick.

last night,
my chest hurt so bad.
got admitted into hospital.
-gosh-
tot it was sumthing to do with the heart.
but doc says it's a strain in the muscle.
-sighs-

why am i having such probs lately?
ya noe sumthing weird,
i told my mum and sis,
at that point of time,
when my chest hurt so bad,
i felt as if i was going to die.
ya noe that kinda feeling?
it's hard to explain.
but yar. i felt that way.

wished my baby was there.
wished he could just hold me in his arms.
i would honestly feel better.
i needed that.
but sumhow or rather,
it seems as if we're drifting even further.
i hate the distance between us.
i'm trying my best to work things out.
but i seriously can't feel anything.
it's as if all i worked fer went down the drain...

i don't know.
i don't know.
i really don't know.
my heart aches so bad.

- i missed you.
i missed you.
i still missed you.
but what can i say?
i can't feel it anymore baby..
-sobz- -

* ja breaks down.