Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Sometimes, I really wonder what does it take to care for a person?
I was worried sick coz yesterday's happening and the hurt that you went through.
When I called, I just got a cold shouldered reply, " Then?".
If you're bothered, share it with me. I am going to be your wife soon.
I wanna share your ups and downs with you.
You have been keeping everything to yourself and not letting me in on your problems.
How can I help you?

Just when I really want to understand what's going on, you just shut me away.
It's been like that for the umpteenth times and yet it's all back to square one.
Have I been too busy that I've neglected you or are you tired of me already?

It's times like these that I feel so lost, not knowing what to do.
I have to do something, I can't just sit and watch things pass on a mundane note.
But, what can I do?

My thoughts are all jammed in this huge head of mine.
So much going in there, yet it's just a matter of me worrying too much.
Why is it always that problems surface when you're met with an obstacle.
Can't you trust me?

Inside of me, I'm screaming like a lunatic that has just been released from IMH.
I take in everything I'm feeling, I'm swallowing the pain.
I'm not complaining, I just wish that someone understands what I'm going through.
Be it my family, my friends, my love or just anyone.

Places, faces, food.
I'm beginning to feel like an idiot walking this path alone.
I'm so empty.
Please don't drain anymore of me.

I just want to be happy with you.
Let's hold hands together and stick with each other for the rest of our lives.

We need to stop all these minor hiccups and concentrate on the stability of our relationship.
We can do it and I believe in us.

* Can I not think of you for just one second? No. I'm in love with you. :)