Bah! I just changed my blogskin again. You know, it's just like your hair.
How you maintain it and all. Chopping it off once every few months.
Blogs are the same. Always thought they had feelings as well.
Silly me. Hah.

My dad was reprimanding me about my 'OVERDUE' Starhub bill that has been dragging on
for OH so many months already. It's weird that Starhub suddenly remembers that one of their
clients have not made payment for the past usage.
Weird eh? Of all times, the letter comes now,when there's so many things going on in May.
Looks like i really have to only start feeding on a packet of cherry tomatoes every day. :/
Then again, it's good. I could lose some weight. Haha.

Sometimes, I really feel unjustified when my parents keep complaining about how I handle my life.
I'm already coming 24 years old and I'm still treated like a kid. Does it really bother them that their
elder daughter is a lesbian? What's the implication here? A lesbian cannot go far in life? Where's the
logic. It's just plain discrimination. The fact that my orientation differs from their friend's daughters does
not mean I would fail in life. I'm already holding a stable job, trying my best to keep up with the
monthly allowances that I have to fork out for the folks, my sis and grandpa. Yet, I'm blamed for
being incapable of handling my own life. I'm not complaining, I just don't see why some parents
can just sit down with their children and talk things out, listening to their problems and sharing
advices.

Since young, I've never been a girl who expects much from my parents. I'm contented with what I have
and what i can give back to my family. Dad says there's room for negotiation on the allowance if I'm
short on cash. Oh please. Don't give me such crap. Every 28th of the month, my lovely mum will
automatically come and ask if I have gotten my pay. Seems like a money alarm to me. Every month,
my parents practically has no money. They're always short on cash. I wonder what they've been up to
and what they do with their money. I'm supporting myself, my sis is supporting herself, what else is
there to provide for, besides my grandpa. He's not that hard to support. Maybe it's his medical bills.
Alrite, I'll shut up then. Just don't accuse me of something that I never do. I hate accusations. It's dumb!

I've made quite a couple of blunders at work today that it drove Kelda mad. She was so busy, yet
there were problems everywhere. I really hope to help her ease her work load, but apparently, it's
not helping and instead I'm giving her more things to worry about. Gosh, I need to start concentrating.
Lingering thoughts of mine can be pretty distracting. Focus JA. FOCUS!

I told myself that I wouldn't be eating anything, but here I am, slurping up a bowl of Korean instant
noodles, how interesting. My body fat is 31% and I'm still eating like Cookie Monster. Need to get
a control on my eating habits and of course, learn to EXERCISE. Didn't exist in my dictionary in the
past, but the present will have plenty of it.

I should go and learn Hip-Hop dancing. That would burn those extra kilos. I wanna be a pretty girl
on my birthday, which is a month plus from now. Health check! :)

Shall pen off here before it start getting too draggy and before my noodles turn cold, although I
wouldn't mind. :/

Good Night World. :)