Been thinking about a lot of things recently.
Many thoughts running through my mind.
Feels like I'm putting myself on a self-made roller coaster ride.

The departure of our loved ones are always the most painful.
Imagine, seeing that very one person you are so close to and who has
the most significant place in your heart just breathing his or her last.
The kind of excruciating pain your heart feels can never be described in words.
The most I could make out would be the feeling of having a very sharp knife
threw onto you and stabbing your heart so deep, you feel like your heart's gonna be
ripped out from your chest in that split second.

I miss Mama. I really do.