I just wanna have a simple relationship with you.
Sometimes I truly believe it's my sensitivity that's driving
you up the wall.
But most of the time, I just feel that you're not keen to
talk and all.
Since I started this job, our conversations seemingly
reduces, no matter if i tried to contact you or anything.
The whole of my training for 3 days, I don't even receive a call
or a message from you.
Everytime I look at my phone, I stare at it for awhile,
hoping that your name will come up on my cell,
but it never did.
I don't demand much, I just hope for a call or
message from you.
At times, i'm really disheartened and I don't know if
this relationship or more importantly me who's wearing you
out.
Your display name on msn read:
I'm tired reality or fantasy?
I could tell it wasn't physical fatigue,
it was more of mental and emotional fatigue.
Then I think to myself,
if you really want to continue this relationship?
If there's things you wanna talk it out,
trash it out with me.
Let's see how we can work things out
and if we really can;t.
Decisions will naturally be made.
* Don't you know I love you very much?