The most painful existence of love is
hurt and sorrow.

All of a sudden,
such uncertainties.

That look in your eyes,
your face so tensed,
the troubled emotions,
all within that moment.

That's when I saw,
that care you still had for her.

Much of it, I wouldn't dare say.
But the feeling within me,
weakness overthrew my every strength.

I broke down,
knowing that this could be the end.

We started out well,
but your emotional baggage, have you let them go?

I hate to admit, i'm always at the losing end.

I just wanna say, I believe we'd last.
I love you alot and I miss you so much
even though I see you everyday.

Such desire to hold you and keep you by my side,
but being selfish has never been me.

I gave up too much last time.
I gave you up.
I lost you.
Complete devastation.

But now that you're back in my life,
I won't ever wanna let go.
I just wana settle down and spend the rest
of my life with you.

In all, I only wanna see you happy.
I respect every choice you make.
This is because I love you so much,
i'm willing to hurt myself again.

* Would you be willing or do you still feel for her?