I came out of the house,
deciding on something I never thought I would.

I intend to live on my own.
Spoke to my dad earlier this evening,
to get him to understand the problem.

But sad to say, he doesn't really understand much,
so no point getting him to understand me.

Selfish and unfilial he terms me,
then so be it.

Technically speaking, I'm suppose to be feeling upset,
but I'm not.

I have no idea why, not that I don't care,
maybe I cared too much till I'm tired.

Anyway, these few days spent with hun was really great.
I spent almost 24/7 with her ever since Saturday.
It's really like a dream come true.

Imagine.
9 years ago, that feeling deep within,
when my eyes first landed on her.
Seemingly weird but all so natural.
I felt like I loved her for a very long time.

I can't seem to put everything in words.
Like me, being able to sleep by her side,
it's more than words can express.

Hun's really very nice to me now.
I don't know, but it must be God's will.
I'm 21 this year and she's back in my life.

The best christmas present ever.
I could say I want nothing else but her now.
Haha, sounds too cliche.

I just hope that these moments spent with her will never end.
Good things always come to an end,
but I pray it doesn't.

I know she's the one.
The very special one.

It's at times like this that I wish time stops,
so i could hug her and tell her how much I love her.

Soon she'll have to go back to study,
either in Aussie or UK,
life then will be difficult and I'll miss her loads.

* Can I have one more wish for christmas? That she never has to leave.