so many things to say.
haha.
after all the storm,
the sad moments,
the breakdowns,
the tears
and anything to do with pain,
is finally subsiding.
i'm already trying my very best to cope.
everyone's been telling me,
i need to smile more.
coz when i do,
i look so much more better.
my smiles,
familiar, but strange.
i haven't actually felt it
for a very long time.
it's time i get it back.
hey, smiley! i want you back. =)
the lives we're leading now,
seems to come to a halt,
wanting so bad to turn back.
but question yourself,
am i still the girl you love
right from the beginning?
will anything change if we
ever turn back?
i don't blame you for anything,
i just want you to think,
is it going to work out?
after all the tries and effort,
i put into maintaining
this r/s of ours,
it still ends up in vain.
you did put in the effort
as well,
i know you tried your best.
you're prob just too tired.
i understand.
alrite, haha.
enough of this melancholic stuff.
i need some life! =)
* ja wipes away the last tear off her cheeks*
here's the precious pic. =)
i love the libidos to bits ! =) they just make my day. we ate seoul garden before this. therefore we look abit constipated! lol. wished my red one was in as well. then it'll be a complete family.
* at the crossroad ; you let me go.