hah.
it's been decades since i last
stepped in here.

a lot has been happening.
too many fun events,
memorable ones.

been working,
slogging like a mad dog.
lol
but it's been alrite.
just recently had some tension
with my colleaugues.
prob the age gap difference.

recreational times have been great,
there's the libidos,
my bestest sister, z.y
and the rest of my precious friends
around me.

i'm so thankful, i'm so glad. =)

it's strange how recently,
many people start contacting
me back.
lol.
cute man.

i think i'm thinking
of switching jobs. heh.

i got a call recently from
my 'best friend' (use to)
don't know how things end up
sour?
beats me.
she called and there we go again,
as usual talking about the same issues.
i just don't get it.
always pin pointing on my sister.
you know i'm very protective of my sister,
you care about your family,
i do too.
everything has been over and done with,
why are you still haunting
me and my family,
with your comments,
your opinions
and your sensitivity.
i hope when all
has been done to suit your needs,
you'd just leave us alone.
i treat you as a friend,
but you always take me for granted,
i wasn't one who was your friend
coz of your money or anything,
i was your friend,
coz i believed in our friendship.

i don't want things to end this way,
but i don't see it improving.
this reality is sad but true.

* reality always hits me so hard, i fall and can hardly recover.