it's time to blog again.
hey bloggy,
i'm back.

missed me?
i bet ya did.

it's been hard for you,
i rarely visit you these days.
i always try to leave
a lil time for you,
but everytime i click
to the post page,
i just stop.

i don't know why,
i can't bring myself to blog again.

don't worry peeps,
i didn't MIA.
i just needed time away.

the road's been tough,
everything seems to
be falling apart.
i can't do many things well,
but i'm trying very hard to cope.

how is it that every single night,
without fail,
i'll cry myself to sleep?

strange but true.
i thought i'd be okay,
i thought i'd do just fine.

but a part of me has already
been taken away.
how?
why?

all these questions,
i don't seem to get an answer anymore.

i should just forget about my pain,
coz maybe somewhere out there,
you're hurting as much as i do.

i'm sorry baby,
i can't answer your calls,
i can't msg you back.
it's too painful.

forgive me,
don't hate me.

coz i've never once hated you.

you just weren't there anymore.

our love . . . is this how it ends? =`(

* there's not a single trace of your presence anymore, only memories.